Wednesday, January 07, 2009

God Moments Abound

i am trying to start a habit of meditating after reading the Writings and praying. it has been such a hard habit for me to create all of life. it is amazing that i have had such a hard time being consistent with it though because i notice the difference in my day. i am less stressed out, happier, more at ease, and so much more open to seeing the "God Moments" that happen daily.

i just returned from an extended trip. i was in chicago for two weeks and in charlotte for a week, during which i went to an awesome Salsa Party for New Year's. i was in true vacation mode. i got to visit with friends that i hadn't seen for so long and i also got to spend time with my brother Ruhi. i do know, without a doubt, that i cannot live in a cold climate again. i was actually considering chicago for looking at doctoral programs but i know that i would go crazy during the winters.

now that i have been back i have been CRAZY busy! i am trying to get everything with my salsa company in order before i start my internship in a couple of weeks. everyday i have had a meeting of some sort and have been online either researching or making contact with folks. i don't understand what the Divine wants out of this whole latin dance project i am involved in but things just keep unfolding and connecting. i am making contacts and achieving goals with such ease that it is scary at times. today after a particularly productive meeting, i was overwhelmed with the "God Moment" i had experienced and had to cry a little. it wasn't until i hit bottom so many years ago that i started to pay attention to the present and see the amazing little miracles that happen everyday. once i started seeing them i can't stop.

right now i need to go to my salsa queen blog and update it!!! so much to do!