Dream Analysis

Okay, this is my take on the dream I had a couple of days ago. I think the guy is a representation of all the things that I think, or carry in my heart, that keeps me feeling trapped. The fears I have to do the things I feel pulled toward. I keep stalling going to grad school. I am now 31 and am looking back on my life and feeling lost opportunities to explore dancing more. Now moving is more difficult because I haven't paid enough attention to my body and being flexible. Why I haven't paid enough attention to my body, that's a question I am trying to answer. It's at the core of what the dream represents for me. Why don't I eat when I am hungry? Why do I stay awake when I am really sleepy? Why do I spend so much money? Why haven't I gone grocery shopping in months? Why do I not take the time to cook for myself? I care so little for myself physically...or I am so unaware of myself physically. Like right now I am really hungry and I don't know what to cook because I don't have much here because I haven't gone grocery shopping in months. I will eat now.