ranting

i think i am beginning to finally face the self doubt that has plagued me most of my life. i am all about wanting to start teaching dance but the more and more i engage in conversation with others, the more i feel like i am not qualified enough. i don't have perfect balance. i can't do like 100 spins at one time. i am not flexible. i don't have a wash board stomach. i am not "sexy". i love latin dancing but my first love is modern and i haven't been able to get any training. needless-to-say, i am feeling pretty shitty at the moment.