Crossroads

I am at a critical crossroads now. In a real way. I have told my father all I needed to tell him. I have taken a break from a relationship that was not healthy for me. I am actively trying to get back to Korea. I am also looking at another possibility here in South Carolina.

I am finally ready to change and let go of the thorn in my side. It requires that I change the way I think. It requires me to break with the patterns of how I speak to myself in my head. It requires me to break these patterns through prayer and interacting with the word of God. I intend to conciously and actively arrest negative thoughts or behaviours that leave me vulnerable. It requires perserverance and resolve. I hope I can do this.