...just learnin' and grownin'...as my friend Janet has so nicely put it. Just trying to get over this last hurdle is all. I will start getting myself on a schedule so that I start actively doing those things that will help me...such as: reading the Writings and saying the Obligatory prayer everyday, eating breakfast, exercising...eating period...and getting enough sleep. (that ain't gonna happen tonight..YAWN!!!) I'm good...just ranting.