Lessons Worth Learning

I am learning a few things about myself. One is that I have this energy that if I cannot express it or release it, it just recycles and I get really frustrated. Being back here has been like a release of all that energy. I feel so much happier. Another thing I have learned is that it is really difficult for me to follow through on things...like redecorating my classroom, making flashcards, setting up a system of reward and punishment, breaking bad habits, fulfilling personal goals. I have also learned that I really do need to be careful about how involved I allow myself to get with guys...especially if they aren't planning on thinking about marriage until they are like 35 years old which means that regardless of the interest they my have in me, anything right now would be a selfish endeavor on their behalf.

Yeah, I gotta go now...movie watching at 8:20!!!!