sometimes alone is best
maybe i should be afraid of this but i have discovered that i can shut down and throw away a friendship if i feel deeply wronged in anyway. i think after things happened in chicago i am alot less forgiving of slights and rejection. if i feel like something that is important to me is belittled or that i am laughed at because i am upset for being belittled, i shut down. i am finding it is much easier for me just to be alone. i don't have to figure out other people's feelings and i don't have to discuss mine. i don't have to worry so much about rejection. until i come to a place of stability and peace inside myself, i think i will just be alone.
posted by Jeong-Eui = justice at 7:13 AM
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Alone is an option. There are tons of quality people in the world and we should just shake the dust off our feet if a friendship doesn't work out. I find it hard to do that. I really get attached to friends. I hide the fact well, but it really bothers me when I get shut out by someone.. even if its accidentally and not on purpose... I hide it though... so you'd never know it.. I think I should grow a stronger skin like it appears you have.
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